Memories

I am no more yours and u r no more mine,

Still your memories haunt me all the time,

Running thru my spine, Is the feel of your hand

Why does the time flow like sand?

So sweet like an angel u made me feel,

Just like a princess and a beautiful fairy tale,

For this day and hence m happy I met u,

Ur love flows through me still so fresh,

I m not sad n m not crying,

For u still love me and there is no denying,

Your gifts are just like a life dose,

Some of them I keep so close,

The meetings that I wish lasted long,

The time when u sang that beautiful song,

How your hugs dried my tears,

You loved me with my worst of fears,

Meeting u was a part of good luck,

Separation is a part that sucks

How true it was how true it is,

But I am no more yours and you are no more mine,

But the sweet memories haunt me all the time

Hope Still Alive

I dreamt of you in the day and in the night,

I want hold you so tough and tight,

Whether it is dark or whether it is light,

You will always find me standing right beside,

Together we had a world of our own,

Dreams and fights, smiles and frowns,

Suddenly those dreams...where have they gone...

We dreamt of us we dreamt of a home,

We dreamt of two little babies we thought we would make,

We shared our love in the form of hugs,

My smiles were yours and your tears were mine,

When every girl u saw looked like me,

When a single sneeze gave you fright,

Where is that love and where are those times,

Those promises and those happy times,

I had heard that true love never dies,

Then where are u my sweetie pie…

Was it that u were lying? Why do you leave me crying?

To meet u n see u my heart is dying

Come and hold me and I’ll make u mine,

Come to me take my fears,

Let’s be one and make our lives shine,

Until u come my heart will pine...

It’s just a dream I am seeing I know,

I know you won’t come to me...

I wonder

Where are those dreams those days...?

I wonder if you will miss me one day...

I wish you say it to me some time

That dear love I miss you all the time….

I don’t know why but the hope is alive…

Loving you is easy, Missing You is Hard

Gazing into the darkness of my room,

Somewhere in the middle of the night,

 My little room looks much bigger,

 I look around,

 When I search for something,

 I ask myself about what is missing,

 I close my eyes and see u smiling,

 Flashes of the days past,

 Memories so sweet,

 I leave them behind me and wander ahead,

 Still wondering what’s holding me back,

 Ur Face, ur eyes still capturing my sight,

 Ur voice that says please don’t part,

 I know my baby it tears ur heart,

 If only I could,

 I would hold the time,

 I wish I could move back in life,

 To see u again that very first time,

 To hold u close yet another day,

 If I only I could

 I would look into ur eyes,

 Once again and forever this time,

 If only I could,

I wish I could only rewind,

 The time when I saw u for the first time…..

Six Months Past

Six months past,

Haven’t seen u,

Longing to let u hold me close,

Seal me in ur arms, My safest place,

For I badly need ur warm caress,

I close my eyes and see you smile,

Wishing the distance was less than a mile,

U r saved in my heart like an infected file,

Come to me and look at me for a while,

With u I always felt so fragile,

Your eyes gave me beauty,

Today its gone,

The beautiful days long forgone,

The sunny days when promises were said,

The ice creams we shared,

When taking an extra bite I knew I won’t be spared,

For this distance I am not prepared,

I can read ur eyes, they are sad as me,

Then why can’t u just come to me,

Life is tough I can see n I know,

But its only this once that I need u here,

To live the past once again,

I know my plea is still in vain,

Why can’t u then see me in pain?

I can feel u yearning for me I know,

To relive the days,

When lies were said,

To our sweet mum n dad,

Just to have a glance at you,

Steal the moments so few,

The time for us was so much new,

Love as fresh just like a dew,

Once again I wana say this to you,

Six months have past; I haven’t seen you…but….

Baby I still love you,

I wish…..

For once in life I wish,

I was important,

For a moment I wish,

I was the only thing in ur life,

In a blink of eye, in just a heartbeat,

I wish u wanted only me,

How I much I know I wish,

That u loved me the way I do,

Just for an hour I wish,

I was ur only wish,

I tried hard, n m still yearning

To be on the top of ur priority list,

I know it’s an illusion

Bt I wish for just one day to spend with u,

Just like we did before,

I am torn, I am dead,

M just a walking soul,

I wish u knew that I have been missing u like hell,

Look at me, there are tears in my eyes,

To get ur attention it always tries,

Like a distant dream u appear to me,

A star too far, u r the apple of my eye,

But again with I sigh,

For once I wish I could buy,

Your love  your support your care,

Without which it seems I would die..

Stages Of Love

Wanting, wishing, picturing….Means Am away from you

Yearning, cribbing, dying…means I wanna see you,

Blushing, smiling, shying …means I am with you

Chatting, hugging, holding...whenever I meet you,

Crying, sighing, denying…whenever I have to go,

Praying, missing, dreaming…after you are gone,

Loving, caring, thinking…something that I will always do

THE LAST SONG……………

Hold me again as tight as u can,

Love me the way u did the first time,

Tell me how much u love me like on those long calls,

Tell me u can fight for me with the whole world,

Tell me again how much u miss me when m not there with you,

Make me believe u love me more than I do,

Make my world full of u,

Make it beautiful the way u did it once,

Make me loved n take my love,

Make me yours forever from now,

Call me now and tell me u need me more than ever before,

Look into my eyes and see what they say,

Hold me close and feel my breath

Come here and make love to me,

So passionately that nothing else I could see,

Make me feel those fantasies again,

Drink my tears and give me my smile,

Everything I can do to see u for a while,

Ur unshaven face is what I miss,

Ur deep eyes still hold my dreams,

Little pecks on my cheeks,

Those still make me go weak,

I want them more please come to me,

Ur face your eyes your nose your chin

I wanna see them before my memory goes thin,

In a blink of an eye the moment goes,

I wish we were still so close,

Within seconds life flows,

Every meeting every second I spent with you,

Is fresh in my mind just like dew,

Ur words are my wounds on my heart u cannot see,

Come n heal them before they grow deep,

If u can’t love me then don’t,

Troubling u I promise I won’t,

If u can’t miss me then don’t,

To let u know what I feel I wont,

If u can’t make me yours its ok its fine,

Don’t ever come back to take me on cloud nine,

Don’t be nice if u can’t be,

Don’t care don’t bother if u don’t feel that ways,

But there is one thing I need n u cannot deny,

Make me the same girl I used to be,

Plain n simple

Innocent and shy,

If u do that I won’t ask u another why,

I know its tough but at least try,

Make me the girl I used to be,

Plain n simple,

Innocent and shy

I MISS YOU…

Gazing into the darkness of my room,

Somewhere in the middle of the night,

My little room looks much bigger,

I look around,

When I search for something,

I ask myself about what is missing,

I close my eyes and see u smiling,

Flashes of the days past,

Memories so sweet,

I leave them behind me and wander ahead,

Still wondering what’s holding me back,

Ur Face, ur eyes still capturing my sight,

Ur voice that says please don’t part,

I know my baby it tears ur heart,

If only I could,

I would hold the time,

I wish I could move back in life,

To see u again that very first time,

To hold u close yet another day,

If I only I could

I would look into ur eyes,

Once again and forever this time,

If only I could,

I wish I could only rewind,

The time when I saw u for the first time…